Notice me, just it...

I don't know. I just scare, like I told before. I scare if someday I cant feel the presence of love anymore. I cant fell anything. I guess, now I'm starting to be a person like that. I have do anything to remember your touch, but I still forget about it. Weird, right? I miss you. Just hold me, and please. I dont wanna be like Lord Voldemort. I wanna feel the warm of love, when you loved me, and when I gave all of my heart to you. I miss that. Like Taylor said, your white skin, sweet smile, when you held me in your arm, when I cried. You always there. Always... I'm sorry. Swallowing my pride, just to get your forgive. Dont leave me alone. You said friends? All my friends can give me happy, smile, laugh, anything. Thats true. But, when I go back to my house, and alone anymore. Its gone. Friends drug just for a while. I love them. But I need a real love. Love that come naturally from a heart. Cold, dark. My soul full of darkness. My heart frozen. Its suck! DEPRESS. Really. Like I cant see the sunlight again tomorrow. Like I cant see the moonlight smile. Your smile, thats make me happy. But, if that smile for someone else, it makes a pain in here. Your soul, your presence, your smile, your hug, your kiss, your love, I want it all. Thats it. I know, I just an ordinary girl, I just try to make it extraordinary. Like David said, "I'd do anything to catch your eye. So you could see me in a different light. Tell me what's it gonna take, cause I wish you would notice me. If you could only give me just one chance, I could be the one and here I am. What's it gonna take to understand Wish you would notice me" I wanna sing like this, "I wonder if you know, how amazing you are... You leave me breathless... You didn't even try but you've stolen my heart and I don't want it back... I don't want it back" Sorry for saying all of this. But, thats what I feel. I'm SORRY... But, you're not sorry.